Explore

Last night I conquered my fear of Photoshop and came up with the above image from my photo shoot with Tony last weekend. This is only the beginning, I will continue to teach myself new things and refine my images with the use of the program that has seemingly been sent from heaven; Photoshop.

With this, I've learned that it doesn't hurt to explore new things. Just takes an abundance of patience, in this case, and an open mind.

Let The Bodies Hit The Floor

A night @ Necto (http://www.necto.com/)is always fun; especially when awesome friends, the boyfriend, and sweaty hot bodies are involved.

Hello Again

Thus far this Summer has been astonishingly pleasant, consisting mainly of work, freelancing, jamming, thrifting, oogling stars via rooftop, cigarettes, a new haircut, festivals, blueberry pancakes, bon fires, coffee, vegetarianism (http://www.goveg.com/), catching the breeze at my secret spot, new people, old people, play dates with the sweetie, Necto, ranting, and TEA, lots of tea.

Hair !

I can't stay away from hairstyles with colors that pop! Spring 2010, I bring you - Burgundy! I absolutely love the color and flexibility - awesome. : )

Style: Ti-Zillions

Color: Burgundy

Mood: Electric!

Rest in peace Grandma'... :'(

I woke up to a very disturbing phone call informing me that my Grandmother has passed today. The hurtful thing about this whole thing - besides the fact that she is gone forever - is the fact that we had lost contact after Dad got locked up again about 2 and a half years back. I had just recently sent Father a letter(this past valentine's day; first letter sent since he's been locked up - due to the fact I just found his mailing information on OTIS) stating that I felt lost and empty with out that side of my family...and now this news comes to me about a week later. I believe in an awesome God. He is not a God of confusion, and I know for damn sure that everything happens for a reason. My steps are ordered. It was meant for me to contact my father when I did. Even though I didn't know that Grandma' would pass on, the reason behind me sending the letter stands firm. Dad needed to know...he needed to be aware of the fact that I still existed and the fact that I still acknowledge him as my father. He needed to know that he had some one out here that loves him; doesn't think he's a monster - especially after Grandma's death today.

I love you Grandma' Jean...
sorry that I didn't try harder to find you - contact Dad earlier. At least then I would have been able to tell you that I love you, and miss you. I miss you and Grandpa'. The only one left from that side of my childhood; the happy care free side of my past, is Dad. I won't lose him again.

Julie and Julia

Yesterday I saw the movie 'Julie and Julia' and was inspired to start blogging. I need to get my thoughts out some way, why not type them all out and post them here for millions of random strangers from across the globe to see. Heh, well the idea sounded perfect in my head, lol.

Stay tuned (: